For the longest time, I have been working for the wrong people, and for the wrong reasons. Although compensation has been a factor in the past, it is a ball and chain that I have learned to despise.
Working towards one's dreams is a topic that many just give up when them come to a point in which they realize that it is going to take just too much work.
Right now I am very-very tired myself. I have up last night until 1:00 AM waitting for the computer to finish creating a long 37 minute video file for the first lesson of the Golden Mustard Seed. Many lessons learned there, but a price to pay when it come to building something that is your own. As I type this, I am ready to call it a day. But acknowledge that I cannot, at least for a few more hours before I can officially call it quits.
My cup is always half full. I don't like to give up. There is so much that we can do in life. At a given point in time, I do not want to look back upon my life and come to realize that I wasted it living check to check all of the sake of making other people happy. What about my happiness? Does it not count? Well whether anyone likes it or not, I am not going to live the common life. I am going to stand up for what I believe in and push hard. Even if it means not getting enough sleep for a good while.
Just this past weekend I started to post up some of the content that for more than a decade have been wanting to publish. No more excuses, pure results. There is so much to share that is blows my mind about how long it is that I really have to go. But hey, one day I will look back with no regrets...smiling in satisfaction for the decisions made.